yea, im back, its been awhile, but shits been deep.
workin on a book and clothing line, just trying to sort shit out.

also,
selling womens unirails in a sz 29, blue 07 nbhd lvl 2s,lobster dunks sz 13 worn once indoors, a nbhd 04 trench coat, and an og bape woodland cammo hoodie

sorry everyone its been a busy ass month, where do i even start, ive moved on past the split and now life is completely different. haha, started writing a book and just bettering myself, bought a few new things, some raw blue jeans and some kicks but alas its never enough, ive had my eye on the wtaps trash and trash 2, i think i may needa cop a pair
ill get flicks up soon

ok so i got a pair of raw blue samurias today
21 oz vs my other pair thats 17.
same cut
same size
but i could not for the life of me button em.
so im sittin there trying to stretch a pair of wet ass jeans, ,and i realise tht the button holes are too small.
so i decided id do what i did with my blacks, use a knife to make the holes bigger. so as im sitting there cutting the holes bigger. something happened with the knife, either it closed or slipped and next thing you know my whole hand is covered in blood and im running to the sink.
and as im running water on it, i throw up and everything looks all fuzzy and white and i just hear this ring. iw as like zomg.
i sat down on the floor for a minute and i was fine but jesus
shti was a trip.
todays pickups

i hope she reads this
i had therapy yesterday. didnt really get stared so hasnt helped much
and i got a brain map scan to see if they can find how to treat my add/bipolar/anger

im going to such lengths :/
dont let it be for nothing

i really really hope she comes back
i did the exact same thing to her 2 years ago
like clockwork
its like really late karma
but if shes anything like me
shell realise what shes just lost and come back

oh godddd
i feel like shit
i hope she comes back to stay
she was everything to me
id do everything for her. the texts were so brutle
and the phone call was even worse
matt was tehre for me
but i still feel awful new stuff came today
but i dont even give a fuck

she left.
shes gone
she straight up ended our relationship
after omnths of barely communication and never a kiss
i figured she was mad and that time would heal all wounds
but i was sadly mistaken
shes gone
i just want her back
the thought of her with someone that isnt me kills me inside
i miss her so much already
and its hard to beleive it ended this way
i pray to god she comes back to my arms and soon
because the weight of the world seems so much heavier without her here

copped a bbc tee today
will wear for wdywt tomorrow
got like 7 pairs of new shoes this week
max savage nbhd, and my new unirails come on friday and hopefully my other pair of shoes and hats
took clotinc 7 days to ship the d amn things
jesus
todays fit
to go buy a shirt

fucking that shit ass bestbuy
god
3 writeups in 3 days
and quitting after my birthday?
well shit
that job sucked ass
straight told em my superiors are stupidfucks and need to die in a fire
i got better things to do with my time
i needa get a new part time at a clothing store or some shit

diamond tee
samurai s5000bk
tiffs